Crimson

In this dark cold silence
I can't overwhelm my inferior existence
Stayed forbidden in this crucial den
Is there any chance for me to be forgiven?

What shall i do just to hold your hand?
Should I sell my soul to the demons land?
Kneel before you and die as I bleed
Or do everything you wish in any creed

What shall I say to make you smile?
Should I make a joke or live a lie?
Would you still laugh even if I try?
Or nothing shall change, I am still denied?

With this bloody cause I am still blessed
In your angel wings I found my rest
To be slain guarding you is my sworn adhesion
Though it means my extreme dereliction

As i bury myself w/ in the deepest of my loneliness
I hope it will fade my sorrow; my bitterness
Though those sweet and happy memories were to be forgotten
My heart will remember how much I love you 'till the end...