Discriminated

In this world of sweet nothing's iniquity
I felt barely discerned, vice notioned of what I can be
Diverted, tear ladened personality they have scrutinized
Do they not know I'm just a reflection of their judgeful eyes

I'm here, I lurk, I scurried to be better
I crawl, I pertained, I exhort then and ever
But still what in worlds name did I obtained?
Only mirthless joys and vainglorious pains...

Is it better if I lie around and do nothing?
Is it better if I let myself non-existing?
Is it me who brought doom to myself?
Is it I who did not seek any kind of help?

All I want was some appreciation
Some good guys to lean on
I don't want to be alone again and be haunted
I don't want to be forever discriminated