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If you look at my face, it resembles a blank page
there is no feeling because i don't know what to think
i feel like I'm disconnected from the world
for me, there is nothing left to look forward too

theres no one to tell me that they love me
friends are at loss
nobody listens to what i have to say
its as if I'm not there

try to read me and you'll succeed
try to get to know me and you'll get confused

all i have to say is that i have found out that i don't know who i am
i have lost the enthusiasm to waking up every morning
i just go to another day of my friends telling me "this is how i feel today.."
and i say nothing

my mouth is sewed together when it comes to how i feel
nobody really knows what is going on in my head
i wish they could
because everyday i feel like I'm creeping depression like no other