Dont No Why

As tears fall,
they stain the floor.
As I run my hand through my hair,
I wonder why life is so unfair.
As I get up,
from behind my door,
I stumble over to my bed,
trying hard not to fall.
I sit on my bed,
and think about all my friends.
I wonder if they would notice,
if i disappeared.
If i floated up to heaven,
would anyone care,
that Im not there.
As I slowly get up,
and sit on the floor,
I see all the pictures,
of the people I used to want to be,
but I no longer dream.
I hear my dad scream,
telling me to come to him.
I stay on the floor,
with my hands covering my face,
with tears rolling down my cheeks,
my whole body shaking,
hoping they will just leave me be.
Hate and disapproval is all i can think,
of this girl I have become.
Happiness has escaped my body,
and misery has taken over.
My life is a stranger to me,
can't figure out what it is mean't to be.
My whole world has colapsed,
fell on top of me.
I can't see light,
and can hardly breathe.