Penance

by ..::Angel of your darkness::..   Sep 21, 2008


Who are you now?
Do you even know anymore?
Or have you forgotten
Have you lost yourself in all the madness this world has thrown at you?

I tried to save you
I really did

Did you want to change?
Become someone new
Was I not enough?
To keep you the old way

If I could go back
Rewind time to one place
To change one thing

I'd kiss you
And you'd smile because you were happy

Now you smile because you hurt me
Are you really smiling?
Are really happy?

Or does your past haunt you
Does it tear away your being?

Did you even have a choice?
Did I not notice it was your only option?
Would I have done the same in your place?

Are we just the same
But different too

Maybe that's what went wrong
It was too right
And neither of us deserves perfect things

We loved
We lost
And we hurt

That's the cycle of life
And we have to live it
Just like everyone else

Why should we have that happiness?

The kiss wouldn't have made it better
It had to be this way
It's just a nice thought...

A nice thought
Against all the bad memories
It lightens up the darkness

This is us
This is the life we lead
This is our penance

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  • 15 years ago

    by silvertung69

    Thoes of us who have lived on the edge and are able to make it back have the gratest possablity to do the gratest good. I feel your words.

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