Reflections

I have no words
for how i feel right now
hollow, empty, discarded
my heart is just a swirling mess of emotions
with no way possible to discribe them

hurt, proud, weary, confused, failing,
weak, torn, upset, strong, unloved,
scared, broken, brave, regretful,
meaningful, worthless....

is this what life is? what everything is all about? what life amounts to?

does everyone always get yelled at for trying to do something right? is the innocent always blamed for everything that goes wrong?

..................is life ever fair??

2008 (c) ER