I'm Done

I'm sick of this
I cant take it anymore
Tired being optimistic
And having nothing to show for

I'm giving up hope
And everything I hold onto
Wanting whats unattainable
And not knowing what to do

There's nothing left for me to live for
Nothing to keep me going
But all the while I keep smiling
My depression never showing

I just want to pain to stop
For it all to end
Somehow make it better
And get this broken heart to mend