Nothings Ever Getting Better.

by sexyCheckers   Sep 22, 2008


Everyone keeps telling me
Theres a point where you have to move on,
But it's not that easy to do that
When the sun in my sky is gone.

It's like living in the world
Not being able to breath,
I wonder how you'd cope
Living in my darkest dreams.

They keep saying that it's easy,
But they don't know how I feel,
They keep saying it's make believe
But these thoughts in my head are real.

Days turn to nights, then weeks, months, and years,
Still living in this nightmare, Trapped by my fear,

I can't see the white light,
Does that mean its so far from over?
Everything goes from worst to worst
Nothing's ever getting better.

Dont tell me that my attitude is bad and that's why nothing is getting better, I've tried so hard for the past 5 years to be positive, and it just keeps getting worse! Sometimes I think that God (I dont even believe in him!) is punishing me for something Ive done, but I just cant think of anything!?!?!?!?

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  • 15 years ago

    by Blueleo

    It's funny how it's so hard for people to take a moment to step under another person's skin. This life prepares us all for being there for someone by giving everyone a wide range of emotion to endure. People still tend to ignore that training when it comes with dealing with someone else. Then again, there is nothing like feeling the deep pain first hand. No one can jump states and receive sudden emotion. They must endure to transform. It's sad that people don't take the time to remember their own pain and lend a word, even though, if they so choose, they have the training to do so. You captured the feeling one is left with when the heart suffers and the world fades. Thanks for the good read.

  • 15 years ago

    by Courtney Hough

    Very good full of emotion.
    i felt that same way but i promiss god gives the hardest things to the most whorthy and strongest people youre not alone

  • 15 years ago

    by Courtney Hough

    Very good full of emotion.
    i felt that same way but i promiss god gives the hardest things to the most whorthy and strongest people youre not alone

  • 15 years ago

    by Courtney Hough

    I feel that same way sometimes good poem 5/5

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