Stuck

Look at me and tell me what you really see
Who is it that you think I am?
Do you actually know the real me

I'm hiding away all that I really feel
My emotions invisible
Caught up in these dreams ill never fulfill

Hoping for things I know I cant get
Stuck in the past
I can't just forget

You can't penetrate this skin
It's too thick
And right now I just can't let you in

I need be alone awhile
I need to think about everything
Before I stop, I have to walk all these miles

It hurts to know it wont ever be the same
Everything in my life has completely changed
But I guess I'm the one to blame

Behind my smile I look well
There is an abyss of painful memories
But by looking at me you could never tell

Even if I don't act what I feel
Nobody really cares here
Or wants to know what is real

I want something to hold
Someone to love
But I leave this untold

One of these days it will all come together
My heart will be put back into one piece
And these tears will be dried from my eyes