That I love you came out of your mouth
I smiled at you and said it back
Not thinking as always
I fell under your trap
Not realizing you said it to my bff to
Then I read my ex's emails and saw he was saying
Things about me behind my back
Things you told him to say
I was hurt and humiliated
But I didn't blame you
I couldn't
You were all that I had left
And they kicked you out
Now no one knows where you are
I've tried to figure it out
But I'm not allowed to email you
I cry at night
Wondering if you're ok
The thing is I've forgiven you
I was never mad at you
Because you needed at least one to love you
And I would have loved you
More then anyone could
But now you're gone
And I'm sitting here drowned in my tears
And the words just won't flow out
I told my friends today I was done talking to them
I'm pushing everyone away
And this is destroying me.
