Washing away

I want to make myself realize that you are gone,
i want to put the pieces of my heart
back together and just move on.

I saw your angelic face in my dreams,
drying my tears
and letting go of my continuous fears.

if only you could realize just what you did
and how i just can't get over the pain
which has escalated from this.

over the years the times goes racing by,
I'm drowning in the sorrows of my life.
I'm washing away with my pain,
getting closer to the end each and everyday...

i want to make myself realize that you are gone
and not coming back.
I've taken a trip and now my life has turned black.
my love will be my silent killer
letting me go and destroying all traces of hope
as i wash away in an ocean of pain
being left to suffocate in my treacherous
life,
the life that has ended,
the life that has taken a turn for the worst,
the life been washed over by my evil curse...