It's Hard to Give a Damn

You always talked to me, I always talked to you
But lately it feels like there's no one for talking to,
I call, you're never there
Whenever I ask, you say you've got plans elsewhere

You used to tell me everything
I did the exact same for you
I've never been good at fixing things
I'm not quite sure what to do..

We pass in the hallways, you nod and I smile
We've been doing this for quite awhile
I wish I knew how to fix this kind of stuff
I'm sorry I wasn't there enough

All I can do now is hope
And wish and try to cope
With how everything's turning out
But I'm not sure how I'll do without

Laughing with you about some sort of stupid joke,
Making random scenarios and trying to figure them out
Being able to cry on your shoulder on how my heart once broke
Or you convincing me to not just give up, and drop-out

But I cried to you once too many times,
You called me on it, and you couldn't keep up your lies
You flat out told me you couldn't help me anymore
All my complaints made you want to smash your head through the floor

You said I was sad, said I was pathetic
You told me to just get over everything, and get with the program
You screamed that it's hard to keep giving a damn

I'll miss what we were like back then
And I'll just pray to god,
That when I see you again
We'll do more than just smile and nod