Just another pain filled day

The regret still lingers
and washes through my veins
and becomes the tragedy of a
brand new day
and the oceans of pain was through
my continuous hurt
and anger filled thoughts.
nothing can change me now,
I am left to burn in
a human hell.

I like to keep the memories
of what I called good times.
I like to keep the happiness
stolen from my pain filled life.

And as I drift into thought
I begin to remember everything
i became a wreck,
i became a mess
I became a tragedy filled with all of my regrets.

Come back,
I will never tell
come back and save my hurt soul.
I so long to hear your comforting voice,
i so long to go back and
change your remorseless choice,
i long to destroy the drugs hypnotizing voice.

Now I am left to rot and decay
left alone...
its just another pain filled day...