Pain

Here I sit in meditation

to calm my mind and numb my pain
to keep me from going insane
the overwhelming gash in my heart
that sent the pain off the chart

I carry it where ever I go
where ever the wind may blow
can you feel my sorrow?
I feel it even as the sun or moon may glow

my pain does not dissipate
forever it will be, as I anticipate
like a heavy bolder placed over me
to always be destined to bleed

so here I sit in meditation
to calm my mind and numb my pain.