Alone And Happy.

Crawling around in the icy shadows
Waiting for the daybreak
Another chance to reach the light
Another chance for a mistake

Just one trip, another fall
And I'm back down below
Every time I seem to fall
The ground seems to be more low

My tears start to fall
My body starts to shake
A scream goes unanswered
And my heart starts to race

I'm alone now, in this sinful place
The valley of shadows and death
I walk, continue to cry
Until suddenly I catch my breath

Suddenly I realize
This is what I wanted all along
To be lost, untraceable
Another mind gone wrong

I'm lost
So please don't find me
Leave me to my thoughts of what was
And what can never be

Let me bask in the darkness of my mind
The shallowness within my heart
I'm happy , I remember
With a knife, it had start