Low key romance

**poem from ages ago! not about the present**

I am such a fool
Life gave me a second chance
But im blowing it all too quick
For some quick romance

Ive been hurt time after time
Each jerk the same in the end
But then God sent me an angel
His gift to lend

3 years running
He was all ive asked for
Minds confused
And dark to the core

All that my past had done to me
Im doing to him
Cant stop my temptations
Im swimming in lustful sin

You were from before
Special at the time
But our lust too strong
To leave behind

Love is the main key
But I am a fool
Going behind his back
Actions so cruel

I just cant say NO
Because with you im moaning yes
Our sleepless nights
To him, I cant confess

I know I am weak
But like I said
We have chemistry
And you make my legs spread

I roll off top of you
As I stare at his picture
This kind of truth
His heart couldnt endure

Oh god, if I were to be caught
Would I beg to be forgave
Or turn back to you
And go back to what I crave?

Overall I know what im doing
And I am not proud
I said id be only his
This was a promise I vowed

I have to admit ive cheated
Just like my past did to me
But I cant hide my temptations
So ill play this game on the low key