Untitled For Now

* Another unfinished poem*

Sitting in a crowded room,
yet feeling so very empty.
Not knowing who I can turn to,
Inside myself I'm sinking.

Nobody's around to save me,
I'm digging myself in,
Pain is overcoming my happiness,
I feel I cannot win.

My body slowly turns numb,
each time I begin to smile.
It's almost just too hard,
and hurts all the while.