Why must i feel so alone
i feel the stares of those who don't understand
i can barely hold on
my body is lost
my mind has been taken over
by cold thoughts of suicide
it would be so easy to pull the trigger
I'm through with the writhing in pain
no one cares that this could be my last day
everyone just goes about the same
i sick of everything falling through my finger tips
just out of my grasp
happiness.....is there such a thing?
or are we all just pretending?
I'm sick of it all
this battle raging in my mind
doesn't seem to want to rest
i want to get rid of it all
to just leave this place
that has brought nothing
pain and betrayal
maybe one day ill escape
