Let's end this tonight.

Dark smudges under my eyes
From where my eyeliner has run and dried
After all this crying i still feel like dying
I hate pretend I'm okay
It makes the days grow longer
And i am not becoming any stronger
Is it wrong that I still love you
I can't help it
I can't let you go
How much i love you
Ohmygod you'll never know
Why does this always happen to me
Why can't cupid let me be
His arrows always strike me
Even after i pull them out finally
This pain i can't take
This rage inside me i can't break
Please God help me for my own life's sake
Im running out of tears
I'm losing my patience
When will this be over
My heart is growing colder
Your lies are growing older
I wish you would hold me
Like you always did before
I wish you wouldn't have scold me
But I can't wait for you anymore
This will end tonight
I am no longer willing to fight
Even if it is for my rights
My soul is out of sight
Let's end this tonight