We are humans

Is this thing a habit
Or is it called pure lust
Out of anyone else
Its myself I cant trust

I have a past
With my last mistake
He wasnt important
But this cycle I cant break

I have moved on
But temptations runs strong
I love who I am with
I know im doing wrong

Judge all you want
For I am one step ahead
But his lips linger me in
Im drawn to him in bed

I hate what im doing
But its an addiction- a drug
Up and down I go
Back and forth im tugged

I beat myself up
For if he were to find out
Id loose it all
Yet I ignore my doubt

I have once been a victim
Now Im doing the crime
I am NOT proud of my mistake
I am aware that I am slime

All I can say is we are human
Others fall more than some
But I am living in my own issues
And I hate what ive done