Unglamarous addiction

Some see it as being glamorous,
believing it has got no twist.
but in the end its a sick twisted
addiction we just cant resist.

wanting to be beautiful
and wanting to be be even more thin
bulimia is the ugly addiction
i just cant win.

hating everyday i face
wishing i could be erased.
hating life
and finding answers in the knife.

taking comfort through taking my life
finding a cure
by ending it all tonight.

bulimia lured me with its sick twisted ways,
i use to believe it was something
i could control but now
this unglamorous addiction has stolen my soul...