Not your back up plan.

Im not your back up plan, im not your friend or someone whos gonna be there for you, and im definetly not your girl.
if you want her, whos stoping you.
cause im not.
im tired of being lied to im tired of being hurt.
because this is nothing new, i know this little game of yours. everytime i believe in you, you let me done.
when i first met you, my ma and friends warned me not to give my heart out. but your smile made it so hard to turn away. it didnt stop me the first time you laughed, the first time you held me.i let myself fall because i thought i knew what i was doing. if you love her, go get her, but just remember if you do, how much you hurt me and that on the inside im slowly dying, when you see me, i'll smile but dont let it trick you.