Holding the gun up to my head...
ready and set to pull the trigger...
yet hoping someone will come and stop me...
before theres really no turning back...
i wish i knew better...
i wish i knew best...
the truth i cant tell...
the scarres i cant cover...
the secrets will soon reveal...
life i try an taim...
but its a fact that i live in vein...
the drinks that i took...
the pills that i popped...
the cigrettes that i smoked...
those are the moments i wish i could erase...
see that line, i crossed it and im sorry that it took me so long to realize that who i was wasnt me, i grew into something that seemed so easy for a moment, then it came clear to me, that it was only making me wanna kill myself...
