Making no promise to listen

Say what you need to say
but im not making no promise to listen
because i know about everything your gonna say,you remind me everyday
i know that im dumb, i know that some of the things that i do and say are stupid
im not perfect... it something i live with and learn to except, messing up is something im prone to do, its just bond to happen
feeling let down, feeling anger build up inside me...
thinking that dying sometimes would be easier, yes i do think that sometimes, but who doesnt, im not gonna deni it, laying there and never awaking again, easier said then done...
whether things are rough or not it doesnt really matter i think about it anyway...
i dont think about it all the time, cause if that was the case, i woulnt be here right now writing this...
im suprised iv gotten this far...
holding in all the pain, from being abondon and hurt, and i know that im not alone....
because no one ever is even when they feel like they are....and just because sometimes you think dying would be easy....doesnt mean your crazy....