Sorry I messed up your shirt

You said, "You don't deserve me."
And my heart split in 2
I tried to say something
But the words were stuck
You looked at me waiting
I just turned in ran
The night I emailed you
And said, "Please I love you!"
Days later you were with her
My heart thudded in my chest
I tried to ignore you both
You looked up at me
And mouthed, "I'm sorry."
I didn't wait to hear anymore
I fled your bright green eyes
Weeks later I stopped by your house
You invited me in
And I said, "I just want to show you. My last wish."
I took out the knife that was in my pocket
And sliced my wrist open
The blood poured
And I fell
You caught me crying
Your words came out, "I love you."
And I smiled and said, "I know."
But my last words would always be remebered as
"I'm sorry I messed up your shirt."