Thoughts longing to entice me.

I try hard not to take his words too seriously.
as if i can wash them away when i can
but how can i? when the words that are spoken repeat in my mind constantly, so mysteriously.

i try to separate the lies from the truth, as the words lead from out of his mouth and into my heart
i try to believe that without me, his world would fall apart.

i try and pretend as if nothing can go wrong
but its what seems impossible, when what lies before me are words repeating..; your not that Strong

i try and ignore the fact that the singing birds are getting quieter, as the voice ringing in my dreams is gets stronger and louder.
i hunger for those words, I'm scared and afraid to keep
but its something that i wonder; does this boy truly love me?'