You are gone

Angels above watching down,
protecting their loved ones
on this blood filled ground.

watching them hurt and watching them cry,
guardian angels wishing
you didn't face that pain when they died.

People say that they are there
and that they understand.
On the 16th of November
2008, it will be 3 months
since this fighting world said its good bye.

Almost 3 months ago
since i sat and cried,
each day i am missing you more
and each time i cry i picture you
walking through the door
and holding me like you once did
but this is just a fantasy,
a wish.

I would give my life for you
but now its too late,
drugs claimed your life
and managed to control your fate.

I hate how you are gone and how you're
not ever coming back,
my darling Brett
you are my angel and will forever remain
in my heart,
don't ever forget we were in this together from the very start.

you were the strong one
who was always there,
if only the world saw the war you fought
and how you couldn't go on...
if only they could see that soon the pain would
be the reason for why
you are gone....