My Pain For Others

It seems that every time I hurt those around me.
Some how life has given me a curse.
"To hurt those who love you the most,
Destroy their feelings and dreams."
Today I lost a few people.
Tomorrow I will lose more.
I bear the pain of each individual.
I bear it and write it on my skin.
The blood I shed is the tears they cry
Due to my hurtful words.
I have done this all my life.
Now I'll hurt to pay back the damage I've caused.