Consumed

Consumed by God
I can't escape
No place to go
No where to hide
I can't get away
So Now I'll cry

Running out of reasons
to stay in this place
But finding it harder to leave
For if I did
I'd run into him
And then in my heart
I'd bleed

For there is no escaping God
He's here and there for me
But now that he's here
I wish he'd just go

Because of the torture
I now face

and a coma is a coma
Whether walking or not
And in being in heaven
is not what I want

For My time here is precious
And my time here is few
So I'd like for him to leave
Because now I'm so blue

My kids have no mom
and I have no lyfe
and in my writing
it's not mine alright

For I write what he wants
I dream what he wills
and now at night
I wish to lay awake

But I just can't
Cuz I'm consumed
by HIM