Hello my child What is your name?
I’ve seen you around but I guess you haven’t seen me.
I’ve been watching you for a long time,
I’ve seen your accomplishments and your mistakes,
I’ve seen you spend time with your family and friends
But yet I wonder why you never spend any time with me.
Hello my child. I wish you would answer me.
Are you afraid of me because I see everything you do?
You don’t need to be scared. I only want to protect you.
I see that you are not happy. And I know this.
I’ve known this before you were born. I know you are depressed. I see this in your thoughts.
Hello my child. I wish you weren’t so mad.
I know that you think of suicide and death.
I know you’ve tried to kill yourself many times and haven’t succeeded
And I know you’re mad at me because I didn’t let you die.
But believe me your time on earth isn’t up yet.
I have some great plans ahead for you.
Hello my child. I wish that we could talk.
I know that we would have a lot in common.
I know you slit your wrist to hide your pain and frustration.
I know this because every time you cut your cutting me as well.
I feel your pain and I feel your emotions.
I know you hurt a lot inside, I know you feel hopeless and worthless.
But you need to realize that I’m showing you how strong you are and showing other that if you can get through it then so can they.
Hello my child. I wish that you could trust me.
I know you cry yourself to sleep.
I am your pillow that you soak with your beautiful tears.
I know that you think crying is weak but know this my child.
Every time you cry you are stronger.
I know that’s what you want to be, strong.
I know your strong I see you wake up in the morning to fight another day.
Hello my child. I wish that I could hug you
But you won’t let me come in.
I wish more then anything that you would let me
I know that I could really help you.
I know that you love me and want to protect me.
But my dear, that’s my job.
I know you want to talk but you don’t want me to take on your pain.
But my sweet loving child that’s what I’m here for.
That’s what I love to do.
Why else did you think I died on the cross for you?
Hello my child.
I hope that someday you’ll realize how much I love you.
I know you hide your pain away from others and that you don’t trust.
I see right through you.
I know you lay in your bedroom at night and wonder why.
I know that you lie to yourself to make you feel better.
I’ve seen you pop pills to get rid of your pain and anguish
And I know how much you want to give up, but you don’t.
Hello my child I just want you to know that no matter what happens to you.
That there is a reason for it.
And know that I will never put you through anything that you can’t handle.
I will always walk with you and I will never give up on you.
I want you to know that I love you no matter what.
