With My Bloodied Hands

The past brought me here,
Crying on my knees,
I've fallen on the ground so hard,
Yet me he never sees.

So with my bloodied hands,
I'll make a new start,
I'll try to forget everything,
So I won't have a broken heart.

I've waited too long to let go,
And yet something holds me back,
Whisper is what could be?
But what if this all fades to black?

Let me wash my bloodied hands,
Let me clean away my sin,
Should I move on or let go?
Ive been so tormented within.

Should I forgive all the backstabbing?
Should I forget all the lies?
I really want to move on,
Because everything I despise.

With my bloodied hands,
I'll wash my pain from my heart,
I'll end up fearing everything,
Because I'll make a new start.