Bullet proof armour.....

The person i once new,
Was the person i once loved,
But you changed...
And so did the love....

Every mind killing word you spoke of...
was always one step closer to the brake my bullet proof Armour....

It may seem like this Armour was once the thing blocking me from my fears...
but nothing can block me from my fears when my only fear is you....

Nothing ever blocked me from you...Nothing ever helped....
not even my bullet proof Armour...

your heart shattering words were always enough to shatter my Armour....

I don't think you understand...
just how much it hurt..
when you did nothing...
but push me to dirt.....

My Armour is strong...but i have a weak spot....
the weak spot you once found,hurt and destroyed....

I have grown to not fear...the things i once loved and called my treasure...
because there isn't any point on being scared when the person who you fear once made you even more scared.