I can't relax (rap)

The tower starts to build, as the anger comes to release,
My entire emotion is fury, filled overflowing and wont decease.
It's been a long time, but now my feelings are beginning to exceed
The compatibility of my prime, and soon I think I might recede.
Read these lyrics, for I write them so the world may hear,
Thats emotions and feeling, they are something you should not fear.
Their aint no way that I'm gonna be able to move to this,
I can't adjust my life with anger, thats flat out ludicrous.
I really hate typing this up, cause it's not my usual composure,
It's just this hatred is tensing me, and I needs it's exposure.
Closure looks like the only option, when I sit and think clearly.
Don't judge me cause I'm white, I dont want anyone to fear me.
Today was rough, and I want is to relax,
But tension builds here for nothin, and thats straight facts.
Cracks of fury appear, and yet I force myself to hide it,
Cant escape to anywhere near, because no shelter will provide it.
I wont run away, I have yet to obtain a reason,
But Im out of depression, and into a new season.
Im a human, and that is a part of life.
Dont force me to go crazy, I put my heart in my ciph.
When I go silent, then you can tell whats up,
Im sinkin out my anger, depleting my cup.
I breath and flames sprout, so yeah I'm hazardous,
Gimme time, and later I wont be so blasterous.

*Angry*