A cry in agony

Are you listening to me?
Can you feel me?
Do you remember me at least once?
I did send a lot of love
Did you receive at least some?
Do you miss me some time?
I am breaking off dear
Breaking in to pieces
With this pain I bear
It's becoming so impossible
To hold my feelings from you
I love you so much
I am not able stay away
Why do I have to?
Can't you take me back?
You're in the depth of my skins
You're a part of my life
I can't think of anything other than you
Why? Why are you away?
Why you are keeping me away?
Even when you also love me!
Why there is no other option for us?
Why we are so helpless?
I have become so lonely
I have forgotten to be happy
I don't want to give up
I still want to believe you
I still want you back in my life
I still want to wait as long as I can
But please do a favor
Don't shatter my dreams in the end