A Sad Case

I'm simply the saddest case
When I look at my mistakes
Whatever love's thrown my way
My natural anger forsakes

I get into my neutral mood
Where I don't take note of what I say
Nor the actions I make
Which lead me astray

Because I dismiss those around me
Whether I love them or not
I simply don't listen
And what I heard, I forgot

Then I feel frustrated
At the time I wasted
And I feel pity for the people
Whose time on me they dedicated

Then I become destructive and emotional
Suicidal at most
Why do I live?
What is the cost?

But now I'm presented with You
And I've found a reason to live
You died for us
So that we may live

My pride and anger
Made me blind
But realising Your actions
Has changed my mind

So I propose a toast
And gladly boast
To be re-born and alive
For through You we survive