As she wakes

She wakes this nightmare
wishing for it to stop,
she has so much to live for
but feels like giving up.

She can't give up it is not
for long till her life is
back how it was.

Tears run down her cheeks,
but only the tears won't stop,
she asks herself why?

Why can't this mess stop?
What have I done god to deserve this?
I am in so much pain my
body wants to give up.

But I have to stay strong
no matter the pain and she
say's I can't give up
not much longer.

She is so depressed and
scared that all her dreams
are going to be taken from her.

She can only trust
that everything will be
ok and she can be happy.

She burst and had let
it all out all her
feelings and tears she
has held in for so long.

She is so afraid and
you can see it in her
eyes, but no one
even cares and it
makes it that much harder
for her to stand.

She wants to go stand
on a high building and
jump because then she
wouldn't feel pain.

But she loves someone
that he gives her hope
and something to live for
everyday he makes her
happy and she is so afraid to
loose him.

Everyone says she is ok
but she isn't and the
second she feels she is
going to stay strong
someone has to make her
cry and it all worse.