Where did I go wrong in this world that's dark and Grey
my world is empty now and I can't find my way.
I'm haunted by my actions and hindered by my past,
I'm confused by my present and regretful of my past.
I'm aware of my emotions and still I turn away. I'm sorry for the pain I've caused to those I've truly loved.
Don't worry though;I'll be ok my pain will end in it's own way.
I'm sorry doesn't make it right or help the pain from hurting.
This life that I'm now taking might make everyones pain stop hurting.
I know it will be sad and the grieving will be great, Just know I lived a life of love....Too many hearts i did break.
These issues that i have aren't yours to judge or say. Just know that I love all of you in my own special way.