The constant question of why
The pain and hurt
The unwillingness to stop
The uncontrollable urge to continue
The anxiousness to watch the blood flow
The emptiness that consumes you during
A source of relief, frustration, anger,depression and rage
The burn you get after the emotion is gone
The misunderstandings caused by those around you
The broken heart
The feeling to be needed
The betrayal of friends
The disappointment you family brings
The rush you get from the blade tearing at your flesh
The disbelief your family and friends feel when they find out
The Scars that remain to remind you.
