I Hate You

You've beat me down to nothing,
Nothing, nothing, nothing,
You chip at me with brutal guilt,
I'm sick of it,
Just kill me away,
Walls are what I've built.

Pain is what you feed me,
Hurt is growing inside me,
Can't you see it in my eyes,
You are what I despise,
I can't talk to you,
Fearing to make you blue,
Why do you hurt me?
Why do you make me cry?
I can't live the way you want me to,
Please, just stop the lies.

I can't believe you make me feel this way,
I wish that I would be ill and decay,
Why do you wish to hurt me?
The pain in my eyes, if only you'd see.

The anger, the hurt, the tears at night,
The fear of seeing you in the light,
A tortured angel is what's within,
What have I done to receive this sin?
How far must I fall?
When will you call?
Sometimes I think you've forgotten my face,
An abused child, is that my place?
Yes, we did make a promise,
But never have we been honest.

I'm lying here, ready for defeat,
For day, I can't even choose to eat,
Heart to heart, I hat you,
Piece by piece, I know I hate you.

You've hurt me so much,
Too much, so many times,
You eat at me alive, don't you see?
I'm tired and weary,
Just ignore me,
You don't know what it's like to be me.