BELOVED SHE

Broken heart i carry today,
dreams are torn discarded away
so much of sorrow in my heart,
why was i the one to fall apart.
why i was the one to fall for your lies.
i dig up your past and witnessing all who had died.
for i will be the last one with whom you've played,
the taste of revenge i will never let it fade.
i am still numb and trying up to stand
i will write your fate with my own bleeding hands.
i look in your eyes for last sign of regret,
but what i see is just mere selfishness.
watch you tremble as i break a sweat,
and thought what on earth am i doing.
I'm just cutting off the last piece of thread.
this is the girl who gave me life
and then reality hit me hard twice.
she was the one to leave me empty,
and with bloodshot eyes i drive
the glint through her heart.
watch her shriek and I'm done with my part
i sink on my knees and say a Little prayer,
the shine of silver again and i force it into my rear.
i grab her hand and feel me bleed,
what was existence without her
i plunged the dagger deeper into me
tearing away from every emotion that strangles me,
now i will rest in peace with my beloved she.