Sometimes

Sometimes I get so emotional,
Where the tears build up inside,
And I have nowhere to go,
So behind my mask is where I hide.

Sometimes I become so angry,
I say things I later regret,
And wreck things I don't mean,
This rage I wish I could forget.

Sometimes I'm left so lonely,
I can only feel my despair,
I am so broken within,
But no fix is worth the repair.

Sometimes I'll seem defensive,
I yell viciously at everyone,
But when I'm alone I cry hard,
Because nothing will be fun.

And sometimes at night,
I lie awake,
And cry for hurting you,
And sometimes I wish life weren't so fake.