Feeling i cant explain

I can’t explain how I feel,
it doesn’t make sense, it can’t be real.
How can you know how it feels,
I can’t say it, my lips, something seals.
When I’m with you all is right,
I feel so good, life has no blight.
You change the world and make it good,
you make it be the way it should.
But you torture me without knowing,
it hurts me so much but on it keeps going.
You don’t understand what you’re doing,
I run from the pain but it keeps pursuing.
You make me feel like you want to too,
but when I try, it you won’t let me do.
I want to so bad that I can’t explain,
it feels like this is going to be my bane.
You entice me without even trying,
you do it on accident but I feel like I’m dying.
When will you let me do this thing,
I only want to cause of the love that makes me sing.
I don’t know how to let you know the feeling,
but I can tell you I love you, and you leave me reeling