Regret

I wish I never sent that message,
the one with all my pain.
I should have never sent it,
cause I didn't gain anything.
Tried to call you last night,
but you didn't pick up the phone.
Guess I'll have to travel throughout life,
living on my own.
Growing old with a bunch of cats,
is all I'm good for now,
because the night I sent that message,
my mind started to drown.
Choked up in memories,
happy more that sad.
I wish I never send that message,
or you'd still talking to me,
than feel depressingly sad.