Not So Noticeable.

Scared little child,
In the corner.
Mother and Father don't notice the tears.
Brother and Sister don't notice the pain.
Everyday people don't notice the blood.
He doesn't notice a thing.
Forever trying to be noticed.
Forever failing.
Will they ever care?
Will they ever notice?
Is this what life has come to be?
A sick, disturbing thought,
Comes to mind..
Is this how I will be repaid?
What have I done to deserve this torture?
I take back whatever I've done..
I apologize for the pain I may have caused,
The pain reflected upon my living..
Take me back to the day I was in the womb,
Go to the doctor's.
Don't delay,
Do it.
It's what you've wanted.
Got me feeling like Matilda..
Just get it over with.
The doctor knows what he's doing.
One shot,
It's over.
I'm gone,
And we've both been saved from the pain.