The tears I've cried
The times I've tried
I just can't stop
The bloods only beginning to drop
I don't see why
I'd always needed to lie
You'd never understand
The kind of pain I withstand
You'll never see the scars I hide
You'll never see how many times I've died
I can't ever be
That perfect girl you see
I can't ever laugh
On your behalf
I only cut
I'm just stuck in this rut
The monotony
Is killing me
Slowly and painfully
Yet you smile with glee
So I'll fade away
A little more everyday
Until I'm gone
That's when I'll be done
