I've begun to hide it well
Now only a few of them can tell
Even though I'm dying now
I don't think I'll ever know how
I know I'm barely breathing
I can feel my heart barely beating
I can see the darkness closing in
I know not what will happen then
I just suppose I'll be empty
And no I don't want your stupid pity
I'll figure it out on my own
I know that you'll hear me groan
I'll be ok
I'll try not to be grey
I'll watch what I'll say
So I'll SEEM normal everyday
