They dont understand

No one understands...
no one possibly could anymore.
she used to...
but she moved on..
Only she could get my perspective and say what i need to hear.

Now she's got a new life.
and now i have no one to talk to.
if i talk i only end up hurting
they don't see what I'm dealing with
Stop trying to tell me my life is wrong..

Just because i think differently...
doesn't make me wrong.
All i wish is that i had that shoulder back
that face.. that friend who used to think like me...
the one who could understand and pull me through..
I need her now more then ever..
because silence is killing me...
and no one who would listen could begin to understand...

Never lose your best friend...you'll be forever lost..
nothing will be the same when they leave you.
don't let them walk away.
don't give them the chance.
remind them how much u care..
just don't allow them to go..

To lose her was to lose myself
to gain other friends changed nothing
she was the only one who i trusted
she was the only opinion i wanted to hear..
now its too late and I'm stuck with silence..

I miss being able to look for help from a friend
I miss having someone to be close to...
I miss what i used to have
I miss it all
someone please help me be rid of the pain
someone please understand me
please just don't let it rip and tear me apart more
i just want someone to be the sort of friend i can rely on
I'm tired of trying to be strong and cope alone