R.I.P ALEX

R.I.P ALEX

You were practically my big brother
You watched out for me.
You protected me.
When my ex tried to hurt me
You beat him up for me.

You quit your bad habits,
So you could be a better friend to me.
When I was upset and crying me eyes out.
You took me in your arms and calmed me down.
How will I live with out you.

You are now looking at me in heaven
Watching over me
you are my guardian angel.
But I want you down here on earth.
With me once again.

Marggrette misses you SO much.
You were her husband
and the father of her unborn child.
She Cries for you.
Please Come back to us.

Megan misses you.
When I told her you had moved on she cried.
She read your note to her.
She wishes you didn't have to go.
Why don't you come back PLEASE

Your life was full of bad things.
But you were just turning it around.
God had no right to tear you away from us.
You deserve a second chance.
You were so full of life.

The way you took care of Kianna,
Your real little sister.
The way you looked at Marggrete.
The way you knew how to PARTY
and have a great time,

I'm missing you already.
I'm already missing our annual weekend meets.
I know one day we will meet again.
When you help me through the golden gates of heaven.
But that is too far away.

I can still feel you with me.
It feels to serial to be true.
I know you haven't passed away.
Its just a dream.
Your still here with us.

OK I have to face the facts.
You're in heaven.
And I can't change that.
But I know you will be there,
Watching over me.

So This is my goodbye to you.
I Love you Alex-Jordan Jones

(this poem is dedicated to my best friend who passed away last night 6/17/09 from lung cancer. I miss him so much and cant believe he is really gone.)