The truth they never know

Turn the music up so no one can hear me scream
If they do they will try to comfort me
Shut the door, lock it, let no one in
I'm about to start crying again
Listen to the song as I begin to cry
And watch these tears flow from my lieing eyes
Everyone things I'm so strong and weakness I can never show
But the truth they can never know
Lay my head in my pillows and scream at the top of my lungs
But hurry up the song is almost done
It's over now, wipe your eyes and smile like you care
Even though deep inside you're filled with sadness and despair