Suicidal Thoughts.

Suicidal thoughts
Going through my head
Should I go on living
Or should I wind up dead?

Can't handle lifes mistakes
Can't keep living a lie
My thoughts are getting worse
About how im going to die

Want to end my life
But not knowing how
There are way too many choices
But I want to do it now

Could I go on living?
Could my life get better?
Thinking of all this now
For my goodbye letter

I write that I am sorry
And all the things I've felt
All the pain that's going through me
And my day of death is dealt

I will myself to get better
But still I see the end
Im sorry for the hurt I've cause
I hope your hearts will mend.